From 2007-2009 Jared and I visited with doctors due to headaches he was experiencing along with changes in his daily activities. It was a very trying time because something was clearly wrong but pinpointing the cause was near impossible. Our relationship was in a very rough place because of the changes that were going on and lack of answers. So when Jared had a stroke in October of 2009 it was honestly exactly what we needed because it led to answers and treatment and then the unknown became known and manageable.
About three months ago I noticed that his coordination and balance were off and he was beginning to fall more frequently and wasn’t able to walk a straight line. Considering he is on blood thinners and falls can have major consequences it is important that he not fall. Last week after seeing a neurologist is was determined that he has vascular parkinsonism. The effect of his stroke and small strokes before that have caused damage in an area of his brain that controls coordination and balance. Now that we know there is a cause and possible therapy to help improve balance we can start on the path to recovering losses.
When Anna started kindergarten last year I was a bit surprised to see that she was struggling to read/recall/spell. I knew something was different about her learning. We decided for her to repeat to give her some time to get ahead. This year we have continued to see some of the same struggles so we pursued dyslexia testing. The testing showed that she indeed does have dyslexia and therefore she has struggled to sound out words, has a poor working memory and needs extra time when writing.
I know that with early intervention she will be just fine and I’m so glad that she will get one-on-one instruction in reading.
Each of these latest bits of “bad” news got me to thinking. Bad news is often good news. The worst news to me is not having an answer. To know something isn’t right and to not know what is coming next. To deal with the unknown.
I’ve thought a lot about this in the past few months as so many have feared the future and what is to come of our country/world. So many people I know are afraid to read the book of Revelation. They say it’s scary or bad news or too hard to understand. It’s actually some of the best news in the whole Bible. Jesus is coming again! All the bad that we experience every day will be made right. Our King will reign on earth as He does in heaven. We have the full detail on what is going to come and having the answers allows us to walk each day confident in His plan and to actually look forward to the future.